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R.I.P. MM

May 29, 2007 at 11:05 pm (Uncategorized)

I’m not looking for a happy ending. I’m just looking for a resolution.

So here I am…at a crossroads. I’ve made a decision. I am sick and tired of his shit. I am angry that he doesn’t take the initiative to become the person I know he could be. He is a selfish bastard. The only thing that has kept me by his side is his passion, his boyish good looks, and his humor. On the other hand, there are aspects of him that keep me at a distance…such as his selfishness, his cockiness, and his blatant refusal to grow up.

I’m not looking for the perfect guy. Actually, I am.

However, I am looking for the guy perfect for me. I really don’t think he is anymore. At first, I thought…maybe. At first, I thought…finally. It all leads back to the one guy that really encompasses everything I look for…unfortunately, we are just friends now. That’s life.

I guess I won’t have that happy ending after all…but at least I found a resolution.

bye…you RAT BASTARD!